never forget you, the noisettes
sorry i'm a little late
y'know the stripes on a tiger are hard to change
y'know this world feels like an empty stage
i wouldn't change a thing
i'm so glad you're back again
i'll never forget you

my songs know what you did in the dark, fall out boy
be careful making wishes in the dark dark
can't be sure when they've hit their mark mark
and besides in the mean mean time
i'm just dreaming of tearing you apart

no one's gonna love you, band of horses
we are the ever living ghost of what once was
but no one is ever gonna love you more than i do
and anything to make you smile
it is my better side of you to admire

therapy, all time low
my ship went down in a sea of sound
when i woke up alone i had everything
a handful of moment i wish i could change
and a tongue like a nightmare that cut like a blade

stay the night, zedd ft. hayley williams
i know that we are upside down,
so hold your tongue and hear me out,
i know that we were made to break,
so what i don't mind...

...i am a fire, you're gasoline,
come pour yourself all over me,
we'll let this place go down in flames,
only one more time

temper temper, bullet for my valentine
not seeing straight
just seeing red
can't hold back
here comes my temper temper

break stuff, limp bizkit
it's just one of those days
when you don't wanna wake up
everything is fucked
everybody sucks
but you want to justify
rippin' someone's head off

ain't it fun, paramore
so what are you gonna do
when the world don't orbit around you?
ain't it fun?
living in the real world
ain't it good?
being all alone

simplicity.

simplicity, is an inherently simple concept. it describes something as easy, uncomplicated and makes life more enjoyable. however, the truth is quite opposite.

life, should be, but isn't simple. you're constantly told the 'simple' steps to succeeding or having a fulfilled life. go to school. go to uni. get a job. get a house. get a boyfriend/girlfriend. get married. have children. you know the story. and some people, lucky as they are, really do sail through life as if it is a story book.

throw in life's little mishaps, and these simple things don't become simple at all. you fail at school. you don't get into uni. you fail in uni. you stay back a year. you lose money. you make friends. you lose friends. some friends were never friends at all. you fall in love. you fall out of love. you never do fall in love. sometimes you're in between. you don't get that job. you get another job. so on and so forth.

simplicity is complicated.

love me tender,
love me sweet,
never let me go,
you have made my life complete,
and i love you so

pins and needles.

i haven't blogged in a while, i've had a lot on.

i've been going over a few memories over the past week. you see, when you're surrounded constantly by the people and places you know, it can sometimes be difficult to think about them. does that make sense?

like the saying 'absence makes the heart grow fonder', i find it is more 'absence makes the mind remember more'.

this evening, i've gone through souvenirs, old blog posts, facebook pictures. and instead of looking back on them fondly, i've found myself getting more and more angry with the people and events that have hurt me. for no particular reason.

surely, i've found peace with these people/things? i thought i had, i'm sure i have. but occasionally, reading the wrong blog or seeing the wrong photo can open old scars.

i've fallen.

old habits die hard.